Hello hello. It's been a while since I've done anything related to writing. I've done mostly photos and my crafty stuff lately, and I feel sad to think I've neglected my writing because that was my first artistic love and still remains my strongest.  I mean I adore everything else I do, hell a HUGE part of me wants to be a photographer professionally, but I think first loves are almost always the strongest. And my father has gotten into writing lately, which is rather...odd, mostly, but it's actually pretty cool to see him excited about something that is so close to my heart as well. And he may have some...grandiose dreams, but he's in firm belief that he'll be writing famous songs soon. He's actually trying to work out a deal with a record company. Which I'm torn between being really happy for him and really concerned that he's losing his mind, but in the end I try to stick with being cautiously optimistic. Anyhow, the point is he started talking to me about writing a song together and it got me thinking. How I've always wanted to learn how to play the guitar. And my mother has agreed to buy me one for my upcoming graduation from cosmetology (being July). I'm really excited. She told me she would when I posted on facebook about the fact that I'm currently writing a song. Which, as anyone who's followed me through all of my accounts would know, I've written a LOT of things so it's not that huge of a deal. However, I tend to just write my rambly poetry which has no rhyme or reason. But today I sat down to write and there's a tune in my head that goes with the words. Which I've only gotten four lines written, but still, I'm really excited. To add something else artistic into my life. That could combine my love for singing (not well, mind you, but I do love it) and writing. And maybe I can write a song for my niece who's due to be born on the 4th of July.

I know I'm gushing about something that most of you probably don't really care about, for anyone who even reads it, but I'm still really excited anyway. I have a muse again (hence the title from the song I'm listening to by the gorgeous Darren Criss) Maybe I'll post of a video some day of me singing crappily to one of my songs and you can tell me how much I suck!



Anyway...I love you all, anyone who even remotely follows me. I know that most of my watchers don't really pay attention to me too much, but I'm still really honored to have anyone who gives me even the slightest bit attention on here when I'm surrounded by so many amazing talents. Thank you. And to those few who HAVE followed me for so long, you've helped make me into who I am today. At least in regards to my art. You inspire me and you push me to be better.

Okay I'll stop gushing and being super cheesy now.